And I promised I’d never let you down…

Sunday musings…

There is another new year among us. I’ve been looking forward to this year, mostly because of the ending of treatment and the view that is coming due to that. 2014 had started rough – I empowered myself to be a better person and to let go of those who caused me strife. I engaged myself to step up and move on, in my real and second. I started work again, bought a car, did some traveling, stepped back into the dating pool and even was planning a trip to Europe for my birthday. Yet, life likes to challenge you and 2014 challenged the crap out of me. Being diagnosed with cancer was a huge set-back. I didn’t view it as “Oh crap..I’m sick” – I viewed it as “Seriously? Everything I want to do I cannot now due to having to stay in, stay healthy, stay away from crowds.”I’m tired of staying in bed, tired of exhaustion, tired of just being sick…

So, I’ve been looking forward to 2015. 2015 means I’ll slide into home base on being healthy. Cancer will leave, I will be able to do things again. I will be able to travel, see the world (September!) and expand my horizons.

I’ve learned a lot due to this road block though. My body was challenged, tossed through the ringer. I am stronger than I look, mentally and physically. I had my moments (as one should) where I pitied myself because of the unfair situation. But it was just “bad luck”. Cells mutated, divided and chose to play games. I’m okay with that. If I can get through this – than anything that is tossed my way in 2015 I can handle.

As for Second Life – my SL will be mine. an lár [poses] has a new location, TLC is taking off and has new surprises in store (who says we have to be like everyone else?), the support group is always going strong with the help of Asthenia Pinazzo, and I still love to blog…when I can. I am fortunate for what I have done and accomplished here as well as forever grateful.

Thank you to those that held my hand through…you’ve been an inspiration to me. Your words, thoughts, prayers and good karma have surrounded me: Kristen, Billy, Gazi (we miss you), Caelan, Asthenia, Kirsty, Autumn, Harvest, Apple, Agustkov, Jaxon, Howard, Diarmuid, LouLou, Gos, Evankeel, Kaelyn, Arica, and numerous others.

For credits and landmarks, see below ❤

For a moment this good time would never end

And I promised I'd never let you downFirst Picture:
On Kat:
coldLogic combo – Wayne in Grey / Damien Fate, Janie Marlowe, & Zyrra Falcone
coldLogic scarf – Wayne in Cocoa Snowflake / Damien Fate, Janie Marlowe, & Zyrra Falcone
coldLogic leggings – Johns in Pink (cuff1) / Damien Fate, Janie Marlowe, & Zyrra Falcone
*League* Winter Wedge Boots / Nena Janus
Glam Affair – Amberly II in Jamiaca 02 G / Aida Ewing
TRUTH Hair – Aspen / Truth Hawks

On Billy:
FATEwear Coat – Harrington in Snow / Damien Fate
FATEwear Pants – Brad in Void / Damien Fate
FATEwear Scarf – Harrington in Snow / Damien Fate
ISPACHI – Leopold Boots / Diarmuid Miklos
*Birth* Thor Skin in Light
Exile – Unravel / Kavar Cleanslate

Pose: Sari-Sari – Caught You! (RARE) / AnneAbby *TLC*

Second Picture:
On Kat:
[monso] My Mouton Jacket in Black/ Morphine Jannick *Uber*
Emery – Zoe Leopard Skirt in Pure / Sunami Black *FaMESHed*
REIGN – Moccasin Boots in Black / Kenadeecole
Glam Affair – December II in Jamiaca 01 F / Aida Ewing *Uber*
Maitreya – Mesh Body Lara / Oynx LeShelle
TRUTH Hair – Harmony / Truth Hawks *NEW*

MANDALA – Steking Ears Season 5 / Kikunosuke Eel

On Billy:
[monso] My Mouton Jacket in Brown/ Morphine Jannick *Uber*
ISPACHI – Casual Jeans / Diarmuid Miklos
ISPACHI – Leopold Boots / Diarmuid Miklos
*Birth* Reese in Light
Exile – Better Days / Kavar Cleanslate

Pose: RACK Poses “Dreams” / Kirsty Oherlihy *OneWord*

Location: An Lar Estates

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