Happy Sunday! Wow…its been a bit since I’ve blogged, or had the desire too. I should forewarn that I am completely addled on what to write about so this post may be a bit sporadic in thought, but if you know how I am – I tend to just write to get everything off my chest. Sunday writing for me helps ease the feelings and such from my brain.
So much has happened since I last blogged – I finally got my port-a-cath placed in after one failed surgery. Two surgeries and an echo later, I’m all set to start my chemo treatment. Just getting to this point has been a major rollercoaster, and one that I have not really wanted to take part of. I know that I’m supposed to keep my head up and above, but there are days that I can’t fathom the thought of this. Why me? Why now? Surely life’s way of joking with me is to toss me this fiasco to see what I will do with it. I just don’t know. I still don’t.
So as I sit here writing, I’m thinking of things to make the process easier. My parents are rearranging things within my bathroom, installing a hand held shower head, a seat, making sure that I have the necessary amenities to get through the bad days. I guess I need to start getting used to the changes. I know I will overcome this. I’m sure I will.
I have too many stars to count.
For credits and landmarks, see below ❤Suit: Baiastice – Apocalypse Net Lingerie in Ivory / Sissy Pessoa *Uber*
Necklace: .aisling. Lavi Necklace / Druunah Esharham *Jewelry Fair*
Tiara: .aisling. Theia Tiara / Druunah Esharham *Jewelry Fair*
Staff: Enfant Terrible – Moonchild Staff – White *ULTRA RARE* / Jalilah Jewell
Nose Ring: Enfant Terrible – Moonchild Nose Ring – White / Jalilah Jewell
Skin: Glam Affair – Artemis in Europa 05 B / Aida Ewing *Collabor88*
Hair: TRUTH Hair – Rogue [messy] / Truth Hawks *Uber*
Eyes: IKON – Immortal Eyes in Darkstar / Ikon Innovia
Eyelashes: Glam Affair – Shironuri Lashes in Petroleum and Vintage Pink / Aida Ewing
Hands: Slink – Mesh Hands in Elegant / Siddean Munro
Ears: MANDALA – Pierced Elf Ears Ver2 / Kikunosuke Eel
Pose: flowey. / Flutter Memel