I feel that I have forgotten, or have not…or tried not to, but at times I fail to tell you how I feel. For me, I wait…I wait till that last breaking moment to tell you how, to show you that I am truly and deeply emotionally bonded. Although my lack of finesse is less than to be desired, I can tell you – I will never walk away.
Even when life takes us down different paths, we never lose sight. I have always seen you behind me, and you have always seen me as well. Like two passing ships, we have collided at times to lay out our lives and speak up, but we tend to struggle on what to say. I am not sure if it’s fear of the unknown or if we can see the future…our ships never seem to port at the same time.
Now – I have dropped anchor. My sails still push forth, but my ship does not move. It waits…it hopes in time both will come together. Till then, I wait for that beacon of light to shine bright.