And I ask myself how much longer…

Sunday musings…

I am sliding back to where I was before. I didn’t realize it until the other night, while contemplating in my mind on what I was doing, feeling and going. I had assumed that life was starting to move into order. I had a new job, was given more responsibilities, I had started to make new friends, even started to date again…Yet, in my second – I was too overloaded and cannot keep up. I feel overwhelmed: too many responsibilities, too many events, not enough time to focus on what makes me HAPPY in this world.

Some say that when life gets hectic in our real life, we should just gradually let go of our second. But I cannot. It’s a part of me, a part of who I am. I wonder at times what keeps me here. Is it the people or the idea of creation, or possibly is it both. I think more so the people, especially a couple and when I think that I would just wash my hands and leave, I cannot. I don’t want to let go.

I don’t want to lose that part of my heart.

For credits and landmarks, see below ❤'Cause I was born to laugh, learned how to laugh through my tearsTop: coldLogic – Cadbury Shirt – Skies (s) / Damien Fate, Janie Marlowe, & Zyrra Falcone *NEW*
Shorts: coldLogic – Sumner Shorts – Snow (s) / Damien Fate, Janie Marlowe, & Zyrra Falcone *NEW*
Necklace: Glam Affair – Rope Embelished Necklace – Sand (s) / Amberly Boccaccio *Collabor88*
Skin: Glam Affair – Summer Skin in Jamaica 04 F / Aida Ewing *Collabor88*
Hair: *Milk* Hair – Stupid Love in Browns / Kattington *FaMESHed*
Hands: Slink – Mesh Hands in Elegant / Siddean Munro
Feet: Gos Boutique – Mesh Flat Feet V2 / Gospel Voom
Pose: Bauhaus Movement / LouLou Teichman *Poser Pavilion*
Props: Pixel Mode – Summerwood Seat (Adult) / Tya Fallingbridge *FaMESHed*
Lark & Ma Vie – Chaise Musicale 4 / Sienia Trevellion & Mavi Beck *Atelier Kreslo*
{vespertine} Record Player in Walnut / Amelie Knelstrom *Arcade June*
{vespertine} Stack of Blankets / Amelie Knelstrom *Arcade June*
Sway’s – Breakfast Around the World – Liverpool UK *RARE* / Sway Dench *Arcade June*
Trompe Loeil – The Karin Cottage / Cory Edo

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