I am not very good with making hard decisions. It often eats me up inside to a point that I tend to make myself sick. I let anxiety run over the decisions, allowing my hands to shake, my emotions to rise above normal levels. I literally eat myself alive from the inside out until I know I have to decide.
Making these decisions, whether for the good of my well being, my job or my Second Life is hard and even though it’s likely for the best I procrastinate until I can’t wait any longer. Lately, the procrastination has been coming, sneaking up on me until it’s point blank staring at me in the face. I realize that with the ever-growing changes that have started within both lives, that something has to give.
Hopefully it happens sooner than later.
For credits and landmarks, see below ❤
Dress: Peqe – Kink in White (s) / Inex Hax *We ❤ RP*
Necklace: Alchemy – Ritual in Silver / Tyr Rozenblum & Nina Helix *We ❤ RP*
Halo: ::Axix:: Mae Halo in Silver RARE / Elise Mannequin *Fantasy Gacha Carnival*
Headpiece: ::Axix:: Maev Chains v2 in Silver / Elise Mannequin *Fantasy Gacha Carnival*
Skin: Pink Fuel Drow in Moon / Mochi Milena *We ❤ RP*
Hair: Exile – Rain / Kavar Cleanslate
Eyes: IKON – Spectral Eyes in Quicksilver / Ikon Innovia
Pose: an lar [poses] Night Goddess Collection / Katya Valeska *Tales of Fantasy*