I’m not very good with relationships.
Okay let me rephrase that…I’m a bit careless when it comes to relationships. Relationships, whether they be friendships, lovers, or in between are interesting to me. I love the dynamics of them, but at the same time I’m a bit too careless with them. I know that I don’t mean to be, that it’s not really done in malice or hate – most of the time it’s done in forgetfulness or lack of observation. I forget that people cannot read each other to the full extent. So, I forget to express something that may be on my mind, or I turn oblivious to what is going on around me, thinking that everything is just fine the way things should be.
I can go for days without talking to someone and come back and believe that everything is okay. Depending on the person, they’re cool with this procedure, but some don’t like it. Some think that if you’re not constantly in their face talking or being there that “you” in fact don’t care about them. This is not the case. I can state fully that I get selfish at times and draw in, wanting to be in my own head for a while, do my own things and be BY MYSELF. *gasp* I’ve heard throughout my years that because of this I’m “egotistical”, “unobservant”, “a snob”, and the best one…”cold”. I cannot say that some of these are “true” because at times, I’m sure they are. it is who I am. Of course, I could change but sometimes changing who you are for others just to appease is not exactly making the situation better. I can resign that I am an ever-evolving person with many facets and with my faults and findings can be quite a good person to have in any corner.
Anyway, I’m babbling. Happy Sunday.
For credits and landmarks, see below ❤
Top: Baiastice – Jade Ballon Top – Sea Fuchsia (s) / Sissy Pessoa *Collabor88*
Pants: Baiastice – Lesha Trousers – Blush (xs) / Sissy Pessoa *Collabor88*
Shoes: [Gos] Boutique – Miranda Chunky Pump – Swallows Collection (xs) / Gospel Voom *Collabor88*
Jewelry: Izzie’s – Butterfly Jewelry in Pink / Izzie Button *VIP Group Gift*
Skin: Glam Affair – Brandi in Europa 04 A / Aida Ewing *The Season’s Story*
Hair: TRUTH Hair – April / Truth Hawks *Collabor88*
Eyes: IKON – Spectral Eyes in Green (ml) / Ikon Innovia
Hands: Slink – Mesh Hands in Elegant / Siddean Munro
Nail Appliers: Izzie’s – Pearl Nails / Izzie Button *Dressing Room Fusion*
Chair: Trompe Loeil – Birdcage Worn Silver Metal / Cory Edo *Collabor88*
Pose: Bauhaus Movement *Sid* / Loulou Teichmann