Playing the Princess Card

Late Sunday writing…

A multitude of events are opening up on the 1st of April, and like most, I have been scrambling to get my own items done for the events that will be opening their doors within a day or couple. Yet, now…I have a moment to just sit back and reflect a little. Sunday is still my day to write, and write I will…

Of course, I’m sitting here with a blank mind. I really don’t know what to say or write, because in a way, my mind is just a big pile of mess. I can toss excuses that it’s the new job, the playing catch up with Second Life and trying to stay on top of everything, but all I really want to do is lay my head down and sleep. (Yet, even sleep gets in the way and the brain can only let me linger in dreamland so long.)

I should be happy and grateful for the changes. The breathe of fresh air from stepping on new paths: a new job, meeting new people in both worlds, and changing who I am a little bit at a time. It pauses me to reflect a little. Think back. Closing 2013, forwarding into three months later: I am in a different place. There is more confidence, a better stride. But I still hold onto the rope, so that I don’t jump very far. I’m terrified to fully let go and spread my wings – how can I? Healing takes time. Reeling from depression is a balancing act. One little slip up and you can easily come crashing back down, and it’s scary. I can don a tiara and execute the confidence I see fit, but I still hold back. I’m guarded and probably will be for quite a while – whether here or out there.

Until then, I’ll just make believe…

For credits and landmarks, see below ❤

Playing the Princess CardJewelry: Cae :: Duchess Set / Caelan Hancroft *Fit for a Princess*
Skin: Glam Affair – Brandi in America 01 G / Aida Ewing *Cutie Moon Fair*
Hair: Milk Hair – Girl About Town in Browns / Kattington *FaMESHed*
Eyes: IKON – Spectral Eyes in Oak / Ikon Innovia
Hands: Slink – Mesh Hands in Elegant / Siddean Munro
Nail Appliers: {Wicked Peach} Bedtime Story / Autumn Aramanth *The Lost Mine Hunt*
Pose: Izzie’s – Head & Hands / Izzie Button *NEW*

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