As we celebrate…

As we celebrate the upcoming holidays and new year, I couldn’t help but think back and reflect on the past year and how much had happened.

If you’ve been following this blog, or even my plurks – maybe you know me in world, a lot of things have changed. I am not the person I was at the beginning of the year at all. The changes that have taken place – the good, the bad, and the not so pretty – have in a way changed ME. Am I a better person for it? No. Absolutely not. To be quite honest – I’m still much of a work in progress as I was in the beginning, if not even more. I have learned to handle things a bit better, to speak my mind and continue down a better path than I was taking. But through these bumps along the path, I cannot help but wonder what will be the best way to go about. Should I jump feet first into the puddles or tread lightly around them?

I find that I still struggle to be open to those close to me, for fear of being not understood, even if I have tried to voice my thoughts through here and to those in IM, voice, or other medias. I have made HUGE mistakes which (anyone would say they would like to redo) I won’t ever get to take back, and no – I can be honest and say I haven’t learned from them, because I am who I am. Isn’t that what we’re supposed to learn? Our mistakes make us the person we are. Not everyone we have let in our lives is going to be there for the long haul. If they do, then fine…they do, but it’s not always going to be amazing and jolly. There will be mistakes. There will be tears. There will be anger, heartache and mayhem. But those that stay will understand your faults and mistakes and deal with them accordingly.

I will admit, I am done though with one thing – I am done being the mayrtr. If you, the reader – understands what this means, then I have no reason to explain. But if you do not, I am done with keeping what I feel is wrong inwards so that I won’t hurt others. It’s painful to hear someone say this to you, but it also at the same time is eye-opening.

But enough of my rambling. 2013 will come to a close soon. With that, new doors will open and new people will enter. I’m ready for that. Are you?

For credits and landmarks, see below ❤

As we celebrate...Atelier Visconti – Mont Blanc Coat Rack / StephanVisconti *The Garden*
Atelier Visconti – Mont Blanc Fireplace / StephanVisconti *The Garden*
Alouette – Christmas Tree Silouette Frames / Scarlet Chandryann *The Garden*
22769 ~ [bauwerk] Rustic Moose Antler Table / Paco Pooley & Manuel Ormidale *The Garden*
22769 ~ [bauwerk] Woven Bag Red / Paco Pooley & Manuel Ormidale *The Garden*
22769 ~ [bauwerk] Taxidermic Chair Brown Fur / Paco Pooley & Manuel Ormidale *The Garden*
[LeLutka]-GRACE Tree / Thora Charron *Group Gift*
Second Spaces – Messy Stack of Ornaments / Elle Kirshner
Second Spaces – Tangled Lights (Colors) / Elle Kirshner
Second Spaces – Messy Stack of Holiday Boxes / Elle Kirshner
Sway’s [Wonderful Life] Rug – Green / Sway Dench *The Garden*
ISPACHI [Snow Jar] Sleepy Baby Penguin ** / Diarmuid Miklos *The Garden*
ISPACHI [Snow Jar] Gingerbread Boy ** / Diarmuid Miklos *The Garden*
ISPACHI [Snow Jar] Musical Saint [RARE] ** / Diarmuid Miklos *The Garden*
ISPACHI [Snow Jar] Frosty The Snowman ** / Diarmuid Miklos *The Garden*
ISPACHI [Snow Jar] Sheet Music ** / Diarmuid Miklos *The Garden*
{what next} Bramley Bench (Rustic Winter) / Winter Thorn
junk. Snow Cup – Warm / Tab Tatham *Acid Lily*
junk. Ivan Leather Rug /Tab Tatham
+Half-Deer+ Sleepy Italian Greyhound in Dog Bed – Grey / Halogen Magic *The Garden*
+Half-Deer+ Dog Bowl / Halogen Magic *The Garden*
Eleventh Hour: Dean’s Bed – Adult / River Stromfield *The Men’s Dept*
ISPACHI – Nollaig : Wooden Reindeer Rocker / Diarmuid Miklos *The Garden*
Kuro – Cone Decoration (set of 3) / Luana Dawg *The Garden*
Kuro – Belted Logs / Luana Dawg *The Garden*
Kuro – A Small Christmas Tree / Luana Dawg *The Garden*
Kuro – The Fireplace / Luana Dawg *The Garden*
Atelier Visconti – Mont Blanc Lantern Gold / StephanVisconti *The Garden*
.lame – Theo’s Woods / Divine Falodir *The Garden*
Seven Emporium – Wall Bulb / Agustkov *The Men’s Dept*
Scarlet Creative – Trilby Datcha (part of) / Charlotte Bartlett *Collabor88*
Scarlet Creative – Festive Branch / Charlotte Bartlett *Group Gift*
[ARIA] Rosalind Living Room Set (couch, coffee table, mirror, curtains, rug) / Yelo Uriza *The Garden*
Seven Emporium – Marquee Letters / Agustkov *The Garden*
MudHoney – Leg Lamp in Green, Neve End Table in Light Wood, Neve Chair in Cream, Neve Mirror / Rayvn Hynes *The Garden*
{vespertine} Plurkville Diorama – Warm (RARE) / Amelie Knelstrom *ARCADE*
LAQ Decor – Christmas Tree in Gold / Winter DiPrima
Eleventth Hour: Tahoe Firewood Mount / River Stromfield
LISP – Holiday Socks / Pandora Popstar

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