When I took this picture, I thought I knew what I was going to write about – what I was going to tell and how to express the feelings that had been in constant battle within myself. I told myself that I would sleep on it, to gather my thoughts and words before opening my mouth to what could be an invite of crumbled walls and secrets. Typically, pictures within Second Life help us convey our thoughts and emotions during that time frame. Inspiration hits us, pulling us to come forward and display ourselves to the general public in images – rather than words. Sometimes words cannot convey the meaning in which we employ.
I can say that within the past couple months: my heart was broken not once, but twice. I experienced death of a loved one. I felt deflation of my character. My confidence has plummeted. It makes me question all the things that I have laid before me, and like before – and many times prior – I will just pick myself back up and wash it all away in order to learn from it all. I won’t run from the emotions, but instead cleanse them. It is who I am.
Hairpiece: . a i s l i n g . Xanthe – Ultra Rare – Sombre / Druunah Esharham *Fantasy Gacha Carnival* Opens on October 1st
Skin: Glam Affair – Neva – America 06 F / Aida Ewing *The Boutique @ TLC*
Hair: Tableau Vivant – Campbell Hair – Fullpack (s) / M4rilyn Magic *NEW*
Eyelids: Slink – Mesh Eyelids / Siddean Munro
Pose: Izzie Button