At one point in my life, I used to “love to live” – or more importantly – fall head over heels in love, make that love my world, encompass it, breathe it – surround myself with it. It truly was a fucked up thing to do.
Now – I think hard on relationships. I’m fascinated by the different types there are, but in no way am I an expert. I’m not a sociologist, I cannot weigh the means and medians of such things, but I can observe them. I can finally find out what types I feel comfortable in. The person I was before no longer exists. Loving to live is nothing more than heartache and failure on a platter. I am a hard person when it comes to what is the right relationship for me. I’ve struggled with this for a while now. After too long of placing others before, I’ve stopped, stepped back and then chugged forward, putting myself in front. Relationships are about considerations, cooperation, and mind-like people. You cannot but Ludics and Eros together. Someone will get burned.
Where does that leave me? Relationships are fascinating things. I like them. I like their differences. People are different, there is no right or wrong on how a person conducts their relationship. People are too judgmental on other’s relationships, making me cringe every time I read that someone doesn’t like how someone is doing this, or that. It’s their relationship, not yours. I really wish people would see that. Instead, too often I keep on seeing people put their opinion into everything under the sun about how one should conduct their own relationship, instead of looking at their own. No one has a perfect relationship. No one. You can still fall head over heels in love, think the world is aflame with your passion – but in the end…only you can decide for yourself if it truly “is”.
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